Today is a very happy day for me, i got back my Chinese 'O' Level results. Remember the days that i have start revising my Chinese, this is the subject that i hope to get the best result in, and i got it. I got A1 for my chinese, but this is just one subject out of my 7 subjects that i took.
These are the dates that i took my Chinese O level:
1st June 2009- Chinese language paper 1 and paper 2
16th July 2009-Chinese Oral
22nd July 2009-Chinese listening comprehension
Like what my teacher say, this is just a small hurdle in life, we still have many major and big hurdle to cross and the upcoming one is the O Level. But it really is a small hurdle in our life, we do not know what will happen next time, so i think that those of my friend who did not did well should not spent their time crying and be upset about it, but Jiayous and work hard for the upcoming O level that will be taking place in 2 months time.
I think there is more important things in life coming up for people, i think as we grow, we may think that crying for such minor things are very stupid and will think that it is no worth it. I think so too, but i got A1, of cause i didn't cry for it, i have been thinking positively about it, but the time when my results is being released i am really nervous and scared that i did not get the results i want and dissapoint my mother and teachers.
I am glad that i did not need to retake it again too. If i am going to a polytechnic, i really don't need to care about chinese anymore NOW! Now, as i know my chinese results, i should continue to work hard for my other 6 subjects and do well! jiayous PEI JUN!!!
i am sick again. hahax
lol, coughing non stop frm i dunno wad day until now.
when to see doctor in the afternn and get 1 day MC.
lucky oly one day!!
then now i want to slp le.
firz time slp so early. hahax. lol
cuz of the medicine, make me so so so sleepy!
juz did some quiz frm facebook which cant be publish.
some quote quiz about me.
Which Quote Is The Quote For You?
my results: Oneday someone will walk into your life, and make you realize why it never worked with anyone else.
Who knows, maybe their already in your life, you just can't open your eyes and give them the time of day to realize it because your too stuck on mrs./mr. popularity. Maybe you should just wait for them to come to you. Just take the hint when they give it to you.
What's your cute quote?
my results: I'm tired of playing pretend. Pretending is for schoolchildren. Maybe i just wanna fall in love for real this time.
Your soo tired of all these assholes, it's time for something different. You hate throwing the word "love" around and you want it for real this time.
these are the 2 results i got. hahax.. totally describe me now. hahax. i shld stop pretending. hahax.. and carry on with life.!
if there is a will, there is a WAY!
pretending is not a way to solve things.
neither is a way to forget things.
so i shld juz stop.hahax...
this post is purely to my jie jie who has change my life.
i think by right i know her for like 5 years, since the year i join CO.
but i get to know her better and better last year.
when we went to tgccco together almost every week
she is older then me, like my elder sister.
she guide me along in alot of things.
during the period when i am feeling really happy.
i neglected her and found myself with a group of frens. the percusio.
bcuz of the SYF period i have bah.
then after SYF, we got back again, CLOSER..
we get closer and closer, i have told her alot of things about me and myself.
maybe she is the ONE and oly who know so much about me.
i told her almost all my secrets and a very big secret which has been bothering me.
for MONTHS!
she is the one who was at my side when i am feeling real low and try to ask me.
but i didnt say anything, i am so sorry.
everything happen this year.!
my most happiest year in my life
my most emo-ing year in my life
my most saddest year in my life
my most crying year in my life
the year that i have most of my emotion.
because of something that i cant reveal.
but she was always there for me.
consoling me when i am down.
we also have our up and down.
i have mood swings too. but i think still acceptable.
i have always been in a daze nowadays, not caring wad happen ard me.
but this year esp. i have been really emotional and need a breather.
i think i fall ill nowadays bcuz of that bah.
i didnt overwork myself, but i overthink myself.
i shld stop thinking now.
i muz listen to my jie jie.
some things are not WORTH thinking.
really not WORTH.
i shant be affected by wad doesnt happen to me and stop THINKING!
i think i get along well with pple older then me too.
better to tok to, better to communicate.
i wish that my jie jie find a job that suit her and jiayous in finding a BF!!! HAHAHAHAHAX!!!
a guy that love her, and she love the guy too.
i wish that our friendship will last FOREVER...
and no one can affect our friendship.
esp the person... I DUN CARE HIM LE.
today kinda have a fun and enjoyable day bah.
hahax.. not thinking of anything that i shldnt be thinking.
today dun ve RC de CO. then went out with my mum dad and bro to pray.
then went there and saw jolene, so long nv see her, she is still so shy.
then after that went shopping at Sheng shiong. hahax.
nthin to shop larx, juz wanna walk ard, since we all go out tgt today!
but the sheng shiong very big, got 3 floors. with foodcourt too.
then shop finish le went to eat some dessert with my bro and mum.
eat bo bo cha cha and red ruby. i eat very FAST!
cuz my bro will snatch frm me. hahax.. cuz i eat dessert super SLOW de.
but i cant be as fast as my bro!!
then after that bought a plate of char kway teow and eat!
hahax, i am suppose to be the one who is hungry!
but my bro eat more than me when he say i am hungry!!!
then after that went to shop again and find my dad then we go to ah pei yi yi hse.
we go and fetch qi rui to ah mah hse. hahax..
qi rui firz time sitting lorry! hahax.
shld be quite interesting to him, and noisy!!!
hahax... then i sat behind the lorry with bro until i dun wanna get down.
very shuang sitting behind. in a good position!
but have to get down since my dad gg somewhere and i reach ah mah hse le.
then after that went to ah mah hse.
everyone see me like long lost fren like that.
hahax, i nv go down for 3 weeks le.!
then after that play with qi rui and tok with family.
hahax, today full house. all 20 of us are there!!
we watch fireworks frm ah mah hse, since it was 25th storey high! hahax..
then now, i am at home slacking again!!! hahax..
okay, finish le. bye.
i muz thank eileen too, for helping me edit my testimonial! it look so perfect now. hahax..
more things shld occupy my mind now
then i wun be thinking as much. hahax
being happy everyday is me.
being not happy everyday is not me.
but i dun wanna be happy everyday.
pple may think i am mad!
but i will try to be happy.
but at least there is sumthing to occupy my mind!
today in the afternn my mum take me to go make specs.
at the shop infront of sheng shiong.
the uncle there not bad larx.
hahax.. i bought i more not nerdy specs.
which is brown and black in colour.
its half frame de and i think i quite suit it larx.
the brand call levelnine and it is make by koo tian le i think.
but it cost me like 280 altgt! super ex.
but my mum say i look more nice and trendy in that.
better then this nerdy specs.
hahax, the person in the shop said that too.
was somehow very very bored.
then i went to TGCCCO today.
as i said i will go back like at least once a month bah
to relax myself and to keep up on wad is happening.
i met eileen at katib mrt and went down with her.
she go eat pie kia. hahax..
bought a pair of earring with her too, same de.
after that went to CO.
lee lao shi juz told me that we will have performance on 26 sept.
he call me to perform, he say i can juz go on that day and perform.
but i dunno i shld go anot, cuz it is 1 mth away frm my O level.
then he say going to have a small concert in CC on 19th december.
hahax, then cchyco got concert on 17th december.
i scared i cant manage both side the concert well.
so i am considered OCCUPIED with CO! after my O level.
hahax, but i will find time to work larx.
i wanna earn money le.
to satisfy myself. hahax...
thats all i have to say for today.
i shld try to forget things NOW.
smiling and laughing can throw things aside?
if it can, i will laugh and smile everyday.
better then cry and sad everyday.
hi pple,
blog about wad has happen in school these few days again.
school was the same, bored!!!
i have been going CO everyday and i am tired.
but i still did my hmwk everyday and study!
hahax.. but little larx, dun really have the motivation to study.
tues was a okay day, was not tired and was playing.
wed have sectional, i went to see, study and practice abit for todays performance.
thur have rehersal with CO in the MPH, i think mdm teo very understanding..
i have been asking her really can perform ar, cuz if cant perform i nvm de,
juz let them perform themselves. since i am not impt.
then she say, my last national day in cchy le.. so say okay de larx.
she say she will be my back up if i go and play.
finally TODAY!
have a great performance with them.
feel so contented.
ms woo say the same thing to me when we walking to MPH.
she call me to juz go and play.
she will back me up at the back if anything happen.
but ya, nthin happen. hahax.. i play SBYG!
i am happy, feel like crying when i play it mann.
so long, it has been so long.
the actions! the shouting!
the music, although we have played it tgt alot of times.
but is not the amount of times that we play it make me happy.
but juz by hearing the song make me damn happy le!!
the actions that percussion has is the most memorable de!
nthin can compare to the action.
we took time and sweat to learn the action and we still rmb!
hahax. i wun forget it de! the thing that will stay with me until i am old.!
the unforgotten secondary 4 life i had!
hahax, sophia, sally and viny say i was very shuai! when i play the drum!
hahax.. doesnt look like me, hahax..
i am shuai and cool. hahx. lol. percussion de best!!
okay. enough of today le.
i am tired and i think i am damn work up frm monday until now.
have not been having good slp since mon until now!
now i have alot of things to do le.
i muz jiayous and dun think so much abt other thing!
i dont know wad happen.
i juz cant help thinking!
wad has happen to me?
i shld stop thinking!
and juz study and study and STUDY!
until my O level finish.
then i will think again!
i miss that someone..
today is a very tired day for me.
i feel like shouting loudly infront of a deep blue sea.
nthin can describe my feeling now.
i am lack of sleep. i slept 2 hours and does alot of tings.
when to sch, do F&N for like 5hrs.
go CO see their rehersal was a mess.
i am sorry to say that, it is a mess.
i dun blame anyone for that. since the sec 4 are all gone.
they need to be independent le. i cant be there everytime.
sometimes is a must to do the things needed for performance.
ziyue dun care wad pple say, do wad u think is right. u are percussion SL!
i know is ur first time or second time. u dun ve enough experience.
but as a SL, esp percussion SL. u muz see everything!
see everything that u need to bring and make sure everything is there.
when u are going to pack up make sure everything is there and not LOST!
percussion jiayous! u all can do it de! :D
i find that cchyco percussion will be missed by me!
ngai han felt equally the same as me.
tears can juz flow out thinking of the happy times that we had together.
the SYF period esp. where everyong seems so united!
we work together. a big big family. that consists of more than 80pples!
from different ages, classes, instrus, gender and etc.
but we play in unison. as a team! a big team.
it sounds like 80pples=1 song!
i like the feeling of being in a team.
the feeling of enjoying every moment with my frens.
same goes to tgccco too. enjoy every performance with u all.
tired but happy. lets play SBYG again!
i will be performing with them on friday!
super happy, but dun think that i wil help u all with all the instrus!
i will oly care about my BAOBEI!
he is my BAOBEI and ALWAYS mine!
so sad, ziyue so cute, but she got hard time playing it.
she wear high heels and tip toe some more when playing it.
ms woo say she think that i go play better. cuz she so small and kelian like that.
i will end my conver here. i am happy that i finally finish my PART B!
there is nthin i can do now.
nthin! nthin! nthin!
i will juz concentrate and see and wait.
so many things happen.
i dunno how to react.
help me find PEIJUN back.
sry readers, its been so so so long since i blog.
hahax.. lol. okay larx. 1 week bah.
i will update on wad i have done roughly for this week.
mon, tues, wed, fri has been rotting at home, cuz of 4 days MC
jump to thurs.!
thurs i went to SYF closing ceremony.
hahax. was so so so happy. meet eileen at raffles city
then when to the shokudo to have dinner.
the food there is nice de! hahax.. have the fried fish omu rice.
and shared a waffle with ice cream with eileen.
after that went to esplanade and watch the SYF closing ceremony.
i think NYJC laoshu played well. hahax.. i cant wait to play laoshu in percussion too.
so cute! hahax.
then the china tanbo yue peeps. the song they play damn nice
they play and sing at the same time. the song juz flow.
heard that they oly practice the song oly once and they can play le.
then after that lastly SYCO.
so omg, i like the tian wang!! nv heard b4.
but when i heard that day was really nice.
as for taiyang is my 2nd time hearing them play le but this time is SYCO.
is still nice and good.! hahax.
saturday.
wake up super early in the morning which i dunno y.
went to sch and have SS lesson and went back home again.
was chioing my F&N when i am home.
after that went back to cchy and help percussion fixed things.
i am glad that i did went to help and teach ziyue.
cuz when they reach the katong they got police check.
then they open the bass drum to let the police check.
so if i nv teach ziyue, she will be stuck there.
hahax. but ya, their firz time gg performance.
they did a great job! continue to work hard!
sunday. didnt went to ah mah hse. it has been 2 weeks.
i think she shld be sad le.
i am so sorry that i didnt went larx. have to chiong my F&N.
i will surely go next week, hahax. cuz national day.
muz give myself a BREAK!
okay. i shall end my post here. bye.
there are things meant to be rmb.
things meant to be forgotten.
i wan to choose to forget!
there is never enough in life.
live with a meaning.
a meaning for urself.
not for others.
everything will be solve.
