I got so many feelings, i find that i didnt thank alot of people in detail like ziyue, I was so so SO TOUCHED by Ziyue's post. Its seems that her post is funny at first, cuz she make quite alot of mistakes when she type it, like she wear same size as qimian and wad YIM HOK MAN, then alot of things, but the after I LOVE PERCUSSION! It just struck me time and again, i tried to forget abit, like how we have the time during concert days when we are practicing hard everyday, everyday trying to get the long teng group and gushi group tgt and practice.

It is so difficult to get everyone tgt to really pracitce the song together, cuz we have great and busy seniors, they are studying when we have holidays, but thx for all their help everytime they came down, they came after school, after exam, after camp, after any busy schedule that they have to practice with us, teach us new things and help us along when we need help.

I think this post is especially for Percussion people leh, be it senior or junior of cchyco percussion!!! Like ziyue say, she cant forget both 20th April and 20th December, i cant forget too! From the beginning of the year, from the time i heard SBYG and thinking of changing it from JJL to SBYG, i cant forget until now. When i spent time practising JJL like mad and after that changing to SBYG, i am suppose to play PG until i am playing DTG.

From the time when the seniors came down, from zijian then kingchi, when they are having schools and busy with their own things from the start of the year, every actions that zijian choreograph and start teaching us the action, after teaching us to make sure everyone correct, both cha and gu, we spent time practice it again and again tgt. Listen to it, play so many times until i think we are dreaming also will dream of the tune.

Its just so right, i think join CO is not a matter of playing music, playing music is not important, it is my interest and passion, but i think is the pple u play it with, the time u spend tgt understanding each other, No matter how nice ur music is, there is no teamwork no understanding and connection between each other, having confidence in the pple u are playing with, its not music, it will juz purely your own music that no one understand.

PSPS, let me paste something that ziyue talk about me here, leave it for memory too.
I would like to thank peijun the most, I thank her for believing in me, I thank her for standing beside me during the most difficult times, I thank her for helping me solve a lot of problems, and I thank her for her guidance.
Honestly speaking I would never have thought I would become the SL but peijun chose me and she believed that I can do it.
She taught me everything, and even though sometimes I have thoughts of giving up she still believes in me.
Even though sometimes I slack she still believes in me and scold me and tell me what's the right thing to do.
For the past 2 years, peijun has been a mother-like figure to me, and percussion. :)
She's incredibly nice but she is firm! She won't change her mind so you diedie must listen to her!
She's cute and she's unbelievably enthu which influence me to get high everytime I talk to her LOL.
I love her very much. :D
I've realised that I'm very dependent on her and everytime something went wrong I'll most probably go: "peijun!"
And next year she won't be there for me. ): ): ):
I would have nobody to rely on myself but I believe I can do it. :)
Because I still have dear percussion :D


Now i am so touched, the same feeling of 20th december juz come back. I didnt know that i am firm acty, but maybe i am, diedie must listen to me de! hahax. I am fierce sometimes, to them, maybe most of the times when i see them slacking, but yah, thx ziyue for this post, she will be my best partner for percussion now, i can really cooperate with her well, i hope that i can play gushi with her AGAIN! She is hardworking, i am sorry if i am really firm on the things that i have decided, and i myself is not a good leader too, but i hope that u rmb everything that i have said to u, cuz i am not going to be with u anymore, i believe in you!, so show me that i believe the right person. :D Although its oly like 1 month when we learn gushi, not everyone present everytime, but yah, it really touch me.

Thx to all percussion junior and brevian too, You all make my year, an interesting year and the year that i enjoy the most, since we started practising for SYF, although i maybe fierce and demanding, alawys call u all come down for practice and alot of stuff, but it is all for you own good! :D I always thought that after 20th April, i wun meet u all again and practice together with u all again, then maybe we will never have a chance to drum tgt again, but this concert make us do that once more, and i think it will be the last le, or maybe not, it depends. But it is really difficult to forget, i really love all of you very much! Nothing can compare to me going down to practice and things larx, if u all call me to have a concert again, i will go join in too, no matter how busy i am. But wad pass has already pass, we cant go back to the past, but we can oly look forward to the future, i wan to see great percussionist appearing in cchyco again, make the new batch a nice one and i will be back to see what percussion has become and it wil be my turn to look at u all instead of performing with u all, so jiayous!!

Now the seniors, senior can say one by one, cuz got 3 oly! hahax.
Kingchi: Really thx for coming down instead of ur busy schedule and exam before the concert, it seems like u are the busiest when we are near the concert date, but u are the most enthu senior that i have, ur encouragement at the backstage really give me confidence, u will say my good junior, amazing junior, tapping my head (dun anyhow think) make me laugh and smile when you know i am feeling down, you know what i am thinking, the stress that i have handling with pple around me, i dunwan anyone to be seperated, once say that we have concert and gushi, we have to go on, continue and work hard! Thanks, i will rmb that, the confidence thats in me that i need and the encouraging words that u say to me. Thanks for ur time coming down to teach us things and i learn alot from you too, not in terms of skills, in terms of how to be a good person and a leader.

Next.
Zijian: Thanks again, for the time, although i am quite mad at you at some point of time because you think differently from me, but anw, its over the concert is over and everything is over. Thanks for the action for SBYG, really enjoy playing it although we played alot of times, you also came down every time we need help when you have school and things, although u may sound like you are lazy sometimes, but i know you are not, u are a helpful person instead. All the things we need, the instrus that u help us to borrow and the instrus that u lend us, you find ways and time to help us find it and teach us how to play it well. You seems that u dun care sometimes, like some words that you said, but acty u care and u will try ways to help us in anyway. Always coming to percussion rescue, like the concert day when the 2nd lorry arrive. Bringing so many things to lend us during the concert day although u look like some terrorist when u come and go home. hahax. But yah, thanks for everything that you do, thanks for ur guidance after i become the SL too, be it with instrus or handling of instrus, skills and all soughts of percussion stuff, until now, i appreciate it, and i not scolding senior, i am just saying!! hahax. Thanks for your time too, hope to play gushi again with all of you.

Next.
Qimian: Thanks too, although i didnt get to know you very well, but you are a nice senior, a nice person to talk to, whenever call you to come down and practice, although you are busy, but you will throw something aside and come down to practice with us, whenever i cant settle some of them, u will teach me how to do it and give me suggestion, u see us in need of help, u will come and help us. Thanks for your time too, i always thought that you are a slack senior, u wun even come back to help, but you did! You make me change a perspective of you! Thanks for your time too, i appreciate too!

Lastly i have to thank all the percussion peeps again who make my year a wonderful and meaningful one, if you all realise, we really spend our time tgt with cchyco and percussion for the whole of this year, although its tiring and busy sometimes, but its all worth it!
Thanks!

started to miss cchyco again, too free this week, nothing occupies me, i dun like to be like that... so sian and bored everyday, staying at home and does nothing except for using the comp. But i did do something since friday until now. Lets start from friday bah.

Hahax, i went marina barage in the afternn, i think i wun wan go there again if i bring nothing except for myself there, cuz it is a boring place and all the things there sell very expensive and acty they didnt sell alot of things there, is like a shop that sell things oly, and some restaurant. I find it very ulu, but the wind very nice, when we go up there, the win very nice and see people fly kite, got the feel of flying too, but maybe next time, we shld bring our own kite there to fly! hahax. Then bring mat and sit down on it.

I went with Eileen, Hoyin and Zhengkang. Cuz we are like free on xmas day and nothing to do, so we went there and see see. After that went to hoyin's house to have dinner after we go northpoint buy the dinner and some bread for myself. After that i went home and had dinner at home and zhengkang and eileen came my house, cuz they dunno where to go, they come my house and play with my instrus and use my comp. hahax. But very fun, got friends beside me.

Then on Sat, acty i did nothing, i stay and rot at home from morning until afternn, went to buy some pants and jeans with my mum, cuz going to work! hahax. Then after that i continue to rot at home, until around 3+pm, i went to TGCCCO and practice with them for the performance at night. The performance was not bad, although i didnt really practice with them larx, but thx for thier understanding, i am kinda busy for the pass few weeks.

We have our dinner and performance end le, we stay and take some photos together! hahax. Then after that some of them went to drink tea, but thinking that i have to wake up early to go down lakeside, so i went home with eileen.

On Sunday, i met eileen and jiaqing at Admiralty station, we went down to boon lay together. Then meet gene there and we go boon lay CC. Their practice was fun, cuz they got a cute conductor! hahax. I enjoy it, although the songs not difficult but okay larx, my standard also not very high! As long as i can continue to play CO and i didnt stop can le. Cuz i love CO! :D

Then after that we rush down to City Hall, went to watch Beautiful Sunday by PAYCO! Not bad, we manage to get our sits and we meet zijian, zhengkang and hoyin there and we watch tgt, but jiaqing didnt go, cuz he went home and slp. Then after that the concert end le we went to eat at carls' junior, my firz time eating there, the burger is so big, free flow of drinks and things, the fries also nice. I eat until i super full. hahax

Then after that we head down to City Hall Mrt, meet jiaqing and went to Tanjong Pagar, to watch junsian concert, AND jiaqing HELP ZIYUE buy FLOWER for JUNSIAN!!!! Hahax. so nice to ziyue to wan to buy flower for junsian... hahax, we didnt wanna buy too, but she force us buy de.. hahax. Then we go watch BHCO de concert, was not bad, but alot of singing larx, not purely CO de, but okay, the singer not bad, although i am more interested if it is CO, but the singer got high pitch and it sound soothing, not that type of NOISE but high pitch de.

Then after that find that alot of pple from CCHYCO also did go and watch too. Then we present the flower to junsian in the name of ziyue! hahax. Then went to lau pa sat and eat, but eileen and gene need work, so they went home firz. I went with cchyco peeps and took the last train back home and reach home quite late, but i think my mum used to it, so she didnt scold and she call me to eat outside myself, cuz she dun ve dinner for me, i mean SUPPER! hahax.

Then today, a sian day again, cuz i didnt do anything again, but nvm larx, soon, i wun have sianx day i hope, cuz i busy from tmr till sat le. Then mon going to work. hahax but i enjoy my day everyday, smiling on everything... :)

Sometimes i doesnt mean to hurt anyone
But i dunno how to express myself, so i hurt them.
I dun wan to be like that, just hope that we can be both understanding.
I am sorry sometimes, but forgive me.
Because i am who i am, i didnt try to change anyone, so dun change me.
Everyone is unique.

Today had a wonderful day, i met ngai han in the morning and went to CCHY, cuz she wanna put her ZR back to CO room and i wanna find the score and shuangjimu back to zijian, hahax. We met early and decided to go tgt! hahax.

After that ngai han pei me go northpoint and i meet Jamie and Ziyue there! We bought the stuff for the making the card and they bought jiaee elephant! hahax. then after that we when to meet jiaee and we decided to go eat subway, but subway got so limited seats, so we ended up go 18cow eat again. hahax

Then after that we went 18cow eat and they make hoyin card and give jiaee her present! hahax. Then we spray whip cream at jiaee! hahax. lol, poor her, she go wash her hair after that! hahax. Then after that we meeting hoyin at safra, so they went to safra then me zijian and jiaqing when to buy cake, thanks zijian for paying for the cake and the 2 chocolate mouse!, but its only "$4"! HAHAHAX!!!

After that jiaqing went for tuition and we send the cake to safra and take it in to celebrate! hahax. Then we finish the cake and go bowling! hahax. Thinking of play pool! but only left billard table! so sad, i didnt try before, i want to try one day! I think now school holidays, still will have alot of pple going down to play.

Nvm we will play next time. Then after that we went arcade play and the small ones when back in hurry, cuz they scared parents scold, but we enjoy ourselves, except for jiaee, she keep stomachache, then me hoyin and zijian ended up waiting for her and i send her home in a taxi, hope that she go and see a doctor real soon and recover real fast! take cares! :D

Then after that we went home le. hahax. But zijian go and buy 2 more chocolate mouse, i still think that the chocolate mouse very cute and funny! hahax. next time i shld buy too! haha. CHOCOLATE MOUSE! hahax.

Belows are some photos that we took in safra! :D

I shall continue blogging about what happen after the concert, and i forget to thank quite a number of people for their help and support.

To TGCCCO, thx for all ur support and waiting for me for so long sia, i thought u all will wanna go home but u all still stay and wait until i am out and take photo with me before going home, thx so much for coming down, i think i did let u all see a good show! A different PeiJun in tgccco and during the concert! hahax.

To Percussion Juniors and Seniors again, i muz thank you all for helping me find my clothes hahax, i thought i lost it, although i look calm, acty i very worried, if i lose it right, i wun have clothes to wear le, D:! hahax. But thanks for helping me find it! :D Thanks for making my year 2009 so meaningful too, from SYF, to Anniversary to Concert, all the camp and percussion outing that we have tgt, all the time that we spent tgt, practising, eating and talking, really appreciate it! thanks!

Yah, now i want to say after the concert! hahax. lol, continue writing my story! hahax.
Yah, when we finish, we acty self enthu on stage and get scolded by the management there, cuz we like wasting their time and giving them OT! hahax. lol, but who cares, as long as we enjoy it, but very bad larx. Then we quickly take all the instrus down to the back and wait for the lorry to come lor, bu the lorry very late, after that we went to the vending machine there and take GS photos and i took photos with TGCC people too! thanks again for coming down to support me! hahax.

Then after that we continue to take photo at the entrance of SCH, cuz waiting for the bus to arrive, will upload it soon to facebook, when i get it, hahax. Then after that the bus arrive and we board the bus, then zijian trying to teach me how to play shou gu, but i think i really tired, i wan to learn, but i cant play it well bah, tired le. Then KC super enthu in the bus, hahax, making us laugh like mad! hahax.

Then we laugh and joke and talk and noisy all the way until we reach CCHY! :D After that we cnfirm unload the instrus, then we put in D&T, cuz everyone tired le larx, shld juz put at D&T! hahax. Then Mdm Teo so nice, she acty go and buy chicken wings for us to eat, cuz she scared we all hungry, thx to her, cuz i am really hungry, the chicken wings help to fill my stomach a little, than after that thx to Mr Chang again for treating us Mac, i think cost super alot! Cuz he bought so much! So nice of him, cuz we really hungry and no food in the middle of the night! Then when he went to buy it, i went to bath, cuz i was preparing to slp ASAP, i got interview in the morning at 10am.

Yah, then i went to interview and go back to meet them, cuz they juz started eating when i reach katib, then went to 630 and eat with them, then after that i went for camp again! hahax. I tried to slp in the CO room, super cold and i get oly like 3 hours slp that night, cuz there is a group of noisy people and my senior quite noisy also, then we ended up playing GS before we really went to slp and keep quiet! hahax. Maybe my last camp in CCHY, shldnt even slp, shld juz play till morning! hahax. lol.

Then i wake up at 8am and leave at 8.40am, when i went back in the afternn, all the instrus are in the CO room le, HAHAX. So i dunnit to carry any! hahax. Then after that we go slp, the aircon too cold le, no matter how i try to slp, i cant, so sianx.. hahax. Then we went home at around 6+pm, hahax. This is how the whole day ends and how everything ends after the concert, have a happy time with my senior! hahax.Thanks for everything again! :D

Some photos that we have taken!

The GuShi Group!

My first and most memorable concert in my life now
1.20th April
2.20th November
3.20th December.
All the 20s, so nice, is just a day of success for cchyco when everything fall on that day.

I dunno where to start the blog sia.. i think shld start from the morning, i will only talk about sunday bah, which is 20th december. I reach school at 9am, then find that the gate not open, so sad. hahax. Then i waited with ziyue, as usual i am one of the EARLIEST to reach!!!! Then after that we went into the school, its my first time being the first person to enter the school! Then after that follow by Mian-er, then a black person came in and his face look black and everything around him looks black! hahax. Follow by KC, thx for the breakfast, cuz after i take out the instru to the foyer, i felt hungry!

After that we practice GS, wah last practice sia, i think we got less than 10 practice for GS, since 1 month ago, when i just finish my O level, was very surprise that Seniors are coming back to help and we are playing this percussion ensemble piece. We was practising at the foyer and i think it attracted alot of attention from the public, but nvm, i like the sound there, very nice, the PG sound very nice when hit. hahax. But nvm, it will not be our practising area larx. Was impressed by my junior, ziyue, although we are all her senior, but she still daring enough to take up the challenge and work hard with us for gushi, kudos to her, i think she will have great future in percussion! jiayous!

After that we change our song, to LT! hahax. Then now is my turn to cooperate with jamie le, hahax. so sorry, i only learn LT and cooperate with her for a few practice oly, but we cooperate very well, i think i will miss all my sec 2s junior, cuz they play with me like my partner for the songs, not that i wun miss sec 3s de, i will miss them too! But we wouldnt have chance to cooperate anymore bah! D: LT was nice, we play at the foyer, i like the sound there, we play until the lorry came and we are gg to load the instru up the lorry.

Until now i still very fed up with the lorry person, disgusting, idiotic person and a person who still support him, i dun think i shall say the name, not nice. Although i am like inexperienced, okay, i think i am really lost for direction that day, so sorry, but i dun like anyone to crap around me when they dunno anything and act like they know and very pro at it, if they are pro enough, then next time dunnit us le, juz go and do it himself or herself. Okay, i better drop this subject, i nit to thank ZJ, KC and QM for helping when the 2nd lorry came, sorry, this junior of u all, which is me, very incapable that day.

Then we bought the bus to SCH, so nervous, when reach there i got the feel that its SYF again, my second time of the year playing music there, was damn happy and i feel the stress the minute i enter the place. Then we went to help unload the instru and bring up to the hall, then yah, when we reach the whole orchestra there le, only left percussion haven put okay. But nvm, i think we are quite fast, cuz the first 2 songs need small instrus oly.

Then our rehersal started, i think everything went well, although i dun ve the time to look and hear at how the others play, but i think the only problem was that we dun ve stage crew, so we have to take and arrange our own instruments ourselves, even laoda also offer his help, was so touch by him mann, he really help us on the stage, is not their job, but they are kind enough to help as instructor! I think only GS went abit wrong, i was quite cock up and the PG i turn wrong way, then i try to turn it back on stage.

After the rehersal, hahax. The time has come, i was like extremely nervous that time, i dun even feel like going to eat anything larx. But was damn touch by some scenes that i saw when i am trying to find my dinner, i will never forget it, thanks Zijian, Qimian, Kingchi, Laoda and Shimu, i felt very embarassed, but was really touch by what they did for me, thx for the food and drinks. I will remember it.

Finally, the time has come, shld i elaborate songs by songs that i have played? I think i should to let pple know. First 2 songs, YZWQ and JJL, hahahax, i heard pple say that we are not powerful enough, i think is me bah, i shld have hit louder for the dagu, but nvm, its over. YZWQ was okay bah, i didnt heard any comments by anyone.

Next is liang xiao and yan huang feng qin, i think both song also nice, cuz i heard from the backstage, although yan huang feng qin was kind of soft, but overall, i think it is well played. Zhao also got perform with them, i think he will look cute in the video! hahax. He should wear Sunglasses! He will looks damn cool!

After that was ye shen chen follow by LONGTENG! ye shen chen was very good, but i was trembling when hearing it at the backstage, cuz coming up will be long teng, argh, next long teng hu yue, wah, damn sianx diao, i am so stupid, my firz concert, as a lead, i am damn disappointed at myself, i think my mind went blank and totally forget wad i shld play at that time, i dunno wad courage call me to continue and play, but nvm, at least i continue and didnt stuck there. Sorry for the crop up to all woodwind pple and my dear percussion friends! U all did a good job, i think you all cooperate with me last monday only and you all manage to look at my action and thanks so much, although i may not know some of you all real well, but thanks, i may not be a good player, but you all still look at me and make me guide all of you for long teng, really thank you! Percussion too, sorry, this senior of you all didnt do her best that day for the front part, but thanks percussion, you all play 100 times in school, but 2 times at SCH, proud of yourself and dun think so much le for some of you all! This is my first time on PG leh, and the song is long teng and really thank you all of you again! :D

Next interval, me and ziyue, CHIONG AR! We go change clothes, then suddenly find that acty we dun nit to gan chiong, hahax. nvm larx. really, NERVOUS, my firz time, after long teng experience i try to forget it and play the others well. Next coming up for us is xi xiang feng, hahax. jiaqing and junxiong trying to act funny, hahax. not bad, i heard from the backstage, very nice, they did a good job, and they are not out of breathe!

Next coming up, the second song that send my heart pumping, we take around 1 month to learn and practice, there is less than 10 practice together, less than 5 practice having alll the 5 of us together, but we make it, one of the best time, which is on SCH concert hall, GuShi, One of the best that we have played, with all the actions and dynamics, i am so proud of both seniors and juniors again, we cooperate well, although they have busy schedule, but we try to cooperate with each other, was damn happy after playing finish it, thanks Zijian, Kingchi and Qimian Seniors for their time and Ziyue junior for her hardwork! She really work hard for it! Me too, hahax, BHB, but yah, i also work hard for it lor! hahax. But really thank you, we did well! Qimian looks funny, KC looks serious, Me and Ziyue trying to laugh and zijian, dun really dare look at him, will more scared and stress, but he is serious! hahax.

Next, We are Singapore, the song that i have been running around, from clash cymbal to marimba to datanggu to marimba to bass drum! hahax. Yah, this is the song that i walk around all the percussion instruments! My first time playing marimba and bass drum also, was quite busy for the whole of that song, thx jiaee too for cooperating with her dear senior who have little knowledge about marimba, I take like 2 days to practice with her, but YES! We made it!! hahax. Jiaee, happy, jiaee really work hard for this song, from the time she get the score, she really practice, sure got more than 100 times! Was very touched larx, April also did well, she manage the whole tambourine part herself, she can do it! Jiamin too, dun slack so much larx, practice more, so u wun regret. Ziyue on timpani, i dun like the timpani score, i help ziyue play one time, my leg very suan, keep change notes and eyes strainning, cuz need look at the score and stare at it attentively! But ziyue did a good job mann, she manage to play all the timpani so well!! hahax.

Next, my last and most memorable song that i have practice the most time, i will missed it and never forget all the happy times that percussion have together when we are trying to play that song well! Which is SBYG! My last time playing it le, we have perform more than 5 times bah, but this will be the last time, i missed it, all the actions that i have learn, very stupid to practice a song for so long, but its the pple that i practice with make it memorable. Ziyue Jamie and Me on Datanggu, April Jiamin and Jiaee on Cha, Brev on Luo. Memorable, the firz song that i get my action from, thanks to zijian for teaching us the action and the firz song that i know how to get the action out naturally. I will miss it, the song that i can show off too, not scared of wad shy and everything, juz raise ur hand when u need and put down ur hand, bend down, bend ur knees and everything, hold the thick sticks which are so heavy and play it well! Thanks the orchestra for the shouting too! But i still miss the part when there is no FD with us, the part that we always play and pple start to clap, that is the part i like, but its gone. hahax.

Lastly, Encore, i was laughing when i play SBYG and i use all my COW or BULL or wadever strength and hit the drum le, My last time playing it! and i think is not bad bah, the last time we play a bit fast, but shld be nice! hahax. Then Singapore, I am already like half dead, but still manage to hit the bass drum and smile to zhao at the same time! Cuz SBYG can drain my energy le! hahax. Then after that Singapore song was nice too!

Lastly, i dunno wad to say, i think as i am writing this post right, i feel like crying, its sounds like everything has gone and its over within a night, so many practice and it just finish and end in one night, a night that i will rmb, with pple around me, i shld say bye to cchyco, i will miss them and come back as an alumni to visit, a promise to them, i will be like KC, ZJ and Mian-er, always come back and help no matter what!

Lastly i want to thank all the others, i think very difficult to thank finish, thank Mdm Teo, Mr Chang and Ms Woo, for taking charge of CO, we may be the biggest CCA group, But i think we are the most united too!

Thanks to Zhaolaoshi, he is such a cute conductor! Laoda, so OMG!, he so nice that day, never watch us but come backstage help us as crew, so touch! Shimu for the coffee and the time and the encouragement that she gave at the backstage!

Thanks Senior, Kingchi, Zijian and Qimian for Percussion, Zheng Kang and HoYin from erhu, thx for the time that u spend to help us and all the alumnis who are there to cheer for us that day!

Thanks CCHYCO Percussion, i will miss you all, everyone of you! Brevian, April, Jiamin, Jiaying, Jamie, Jiaee, Ziyue, Jiayi! You all have to work hard together, a team that beats with one heart, remember? Never say die, You are the number 1, have confidence in yourself when you go on stage, carry this tradition down! Number 1s, JIAYOUS!!!!

The Sec 4s, CCHYCO peeps, Brevian, Annice, Marcus, Cheuk Tow and Jasmine.

Lastly, Thank CCHYCO peeps, some name have to say specially, sorry, if i miss out some, this are pple who have help percussion alot in moving of instru, Jiaqing, Sunchang, Junsian, Yintong, desmond, jiaxin, weiyi and some girls. sorry, girls got alot. hahax. People who have entertain me and make me this senior so happy and not lonely everytime, jasmine, jiamin, yurou, wanru, rongher, wenliu, qiwei, queenie and friends, juanning, juinying, ziqin, huanwen and the others, i think you all know who you are, all the say hi~~!!! people!

lastly,

All are good memories
It will live in my head always
CCHYCO, All the Best!
Love You All!

I have accomplish alot of things through CCHYCO, cant bear to leave, but life moves on, all i have to say is memories will stay, things are meant to be forgotten forget it, but THIS is MEMORIES that need to be REMEMBERED FOREVER! <3

Miss CCHYCO camp so much now!!!
SO FUN!
Although it it super tiring, now i prefer spending my own money and going out with junior to eat, its nicer this way, can bond us together at the same time, but the break is too short, so we ended up going to eat at the same place everytime, but whenever we eat, we joke and everyone enjoy the happy times that we have with each other to the max!!

Did alot of things these few days, but i also find that i am not improving but my juniors are all working hard and they are improving day by day! We left 3 days le, 3 days more i can said to be officially an alumni of cchyco le, which is so sad, 4 years le, although i hate it when i am in sec 1, now i love it like nothing else. Enjoy the time i have inside and the peeps inside, although every practice is tiring and stress.

Now i dun wan the concert to come faster, i wan it to come slower, thinking that i am really leaving cchy and thinking that i am leaving cchyco is more sad, one day never see my junior i am very sad and tired le. Like no laughter when i am at home, i dun wan to be lonely, dun wish to be lonely and i am not a lonely person. sianx..

3 more days le, i am leaving cchyco, suddenly have such a strong feel that i have lost everything that i have in secondary school. I hope i have a memorable time in cchy and i enjoy it, esp in cchyco, the company that my junior gave me, the time that we spend together this year, although every practice is tiring, but we hold on till the end, during the SYF period and now the concert. Everything will turn out fine that day, Everyone must cooperate that day.

I dunno wad to say le, but i think i say alot of crap here. I enjoy the camp, enjoy the time with all the seniors and juniors to the core, enjoy playing percussion with all of u all, although sometimes u all are like slacking cuz very tiring, but we are still bonded, a team that beats with one heart. No one is going to slack now okay? Everyone must work hard and do our best for the upcoming concert!

Dun be shock to see me cry on sunday, this is the last time i am going to cry this year, if anyone see it, nothing will make me heartbroken anymore. One year pass so fast, I am going to leave soon, a place where i have spend my 4 years in, the year 2009 which leave me with pleasant memory, lasting friendship and amazing friends, seniors and juniors! I just hope that the time will slow down now, to where we just started again and i will love having them all around me again and laughing everyday. missess........

Never contented in life.
Let go wad shld be let go
Give up wad shld be given up
Enjoy life and dun let anyone control it
For, i live my life, not the others.
I shall forget, the memories that shldnt be rmb.
Forget the person that i shldnt rmb.

Hi peeps, so long never post le, acty i am not busy at night and in the morning, but i think i am just lazy to post anything larx. hahax. the more free i am the more lazy i will get..

Life is still the same, i never get wad i want still, never get wad i wan....sianx..... But nevermind. it has to carry, everything has to carry on. Now my life is call CO life, practice almost everyday from morning till night, or afternn till night, at least have practice for 3-4 hours everyday. but not bad, i like to practice. Next week from 14-16 dec will be having CO CAMP! hope i enjoy it, the last camp that i am in cchyco, as in officially!

Camp will be more vigourous, but i will survive, luckily all the work that i have end this week. hahax. if not i cant enjoy in camp when i thinking that i still got alot of forms to type. But maybe i will bringing netbook over to do anything lor. hahax. i dunno wad too. hahax. but seems cool. I wan to do more forms too, cuz it equals to more money. hahax

Just open a letter this morning and find that i have gotten the Eagles Award. hahax. got $200, i can save it to buy my laptop, so happy! thx mdm teo, ms woo and mr chang. hahax. was damn happy when i see the cover, i havent get it for like 4 years le. hahax. this is the 4th time i am getting it. i feel happy, cuz my hard work paid off. not the money business, is the things that i done make me feel happy!! :D

I shall stop here, ltr going for practice from 12-6.30pm, tmr more vigourous from morning i think 10am-10pm at night. hahax. cuz i got tgccco tmr, helping them to ban zou sai ma. so long never play, i hope that i dun ruin them playing it so well.!