Hahax, today take the first paper of the O level, and it is the most important paper for O level sia! hahax. I think still not bad, i think i can make it, lol. hope that nothing goes wrong. For the next 4 days i will be taking Emaths paper 1, Emaths paper 2, Amaths paper 1 and Amaths paper 2. hahax. All the papers are in the afternn at 2.30pm. hahax. lol. i shall keep my post short and sweet, LOL. i still got 9 more days to tolerate, then i can be a little free. hahax. jiayous!

What has happen, one day before my English paper start and what someone has tell me make me think the whole day. Its never like before, we are like a rope that snap, we are not hanging on to each other, we dun tie the knot when we are gg to fall. We dont share a common interest anymore. Not like before, what has happen? but i cant settle it now, i really feel like settling it. I only hope that the person we find can help us solve the problem now. Solve it well and return me what i have lost, the bond between us. Let it be strong again, 10 is better than 1. So i want 10, i dun want 1! hahax.

I feel like having a shoulder to lie on, i am too stress up with too much things that happen around, friendship, exams and alot of stuff which i cant say here. I am so damn stress up, nthing is going right when i want it to be and when things are going wrong, it may lead me to the wrong way too. But i shld stay on path, which i know. Too many things to settle, my mind is filled with information and things that i cant settle myself. I feel very stress up as the days get nearer, but there is one thing that can make me a happy person and live well and solve all my problems.

Things occupy me this year, the year that i have been most stress and confused on what i am doing, things occur, without me knowing, without me getting involved, but i am affected, greatly affected. I really hope that my O levels can pass as soon as possible, i will study hard and solve all the problems i currently have, i will have the strength within me, the courage that is in me, i want to bring back what i have lost and bring things back to normal in my life. Let me do it, i know I CAN!

I need cooperation from people, i know i can do it, but sometimes it may be too late. Nothing is impossible in life, lets solve it tgt, as a team that beat with one hearts and play with one sound. We can go back to before, a few months ago, but all we need is understanding and cooperation. Sorry, if i sound like crapping, and mixing around what i want to say. I think people that is involved will really understand what i mean.


disheartened to see what has happen
but what can i do?
nothing is more important than u all.
the one that is in my life
the best friends that i have.
is still u all
no matter what age we are in
i dun care, i juz wan u all back as ONE!
The One and Only other place doesnt have.
i really need support, a support that can help me.

PICTURES!!
These are the pictures we took on 17 October 2009.
KC's belated bdae celebration! so fun.
This are only some of the pictures, there are more!!!

argh!! O level coming, i still have 10 more days to complete all my subject.
i still got like eng, emaths, amaths, chem, phy, geog, SS and F&N!
acty, its oly 8 more subjects, i hope i take pure for everything sometimes.
cuz humans have 2 subjects, science also have 2. hahax. but its impossible!

sometimes i damn feel like giving up on humans!!
sianx, since i wanna go food science and technology in SP.
So humans dunnit to count in L1R4.
As in the day pass i am getting more happier and stress and pressure.
like having alot of mixed feelings, so undescribable.
i think sometimes i dun think so much about any friends who is around me better.
will make me better. so that i dun think so much.

imagaining that after 27 days of like mugging and looking at books and EXAMS!
i will be going to be free for like half a year, thinking of it make me damn happy!!
i also hope that O level pass as fast as possible.
but the results come in as slow~~~ as possible.
holidays pass as slow~~~ as possible too.
then i got more time to enjoy.

i really hope that i can get my 14 points. so that i can go to the course i want.
so yah, i shldnt blog le, hahax. shld go and study and jiayou for my O level!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!! BYE!!!

hahax. 4 more official sch days and i am out of CCHY, hahax.
4 years seem SO fast, 4 years in CCHY, left 4 days now!
i will really miss my friends!! we must keep in contact!
hahax, imagining i have 20 days left to O levels!
37 days to go to become a super free person!
OKay, not SUPER free, just not studying.
If i going poly, i will have a like 5mths++ break!
I think after that i wouldnt have mood to study! hahax.
But have break better than dun ve! i should study now!!
After this 4 days of sch days, i will be having 2 weeks study break!
then O level start! acty after 4 Nov, i am quite free le!
cuz my next paper is on 9 Nov, which is F&N, still got 5 days to study!!
But must do my best! since i have so many days to study!
so muz at least do well in F&N!!!

hahax. i hope that i can get 12 points for L1B4! hahax.
sounds difficult when i am blogging NOW!
hahax. But yah, i dun wanna score 15 and above
since i want to go Food Science and Technology in SP!
Hope that i can get in!! hahax.. bye