this post is purely to my jie jie who has change my life.
i think by right i know her for like 5 years, since the year i join CO.
but i get to know her better and better last year.
when we went to tgccco together almost every week
she is older then me, like my elder sister.
she guide me along in alot of things.
during the period when i am feeling really happy.
i neglected her and found myself with a group of frens. the percusio.
bcuz of the SYF period i have bah.
then after SYF, we got back again, CLOSER..
we get closer and closer, i have told her alot of things about me and myself.
maybe she is the ONE and oly who know so much about me.
i told her almost all my secrets and a very big secret which has been bothering me.
for MONTHS!
she is the one who was at my side when i am feeling real low and try to ask me.
but i didnt say anything, i am so sorry.
everything happen this year.!
my most happiest year in my life
my most emo-ing year in my life
my most saddest year in my life
my most crying year in my life
the year that i have most of my emotion.
because of something that i cant reveal.
but she was always there for me.
consoling me when i am down.
we also have our up and down.
i have mood swings too. but i think still acceptable.
i have always been in a daze nowadays, not caring wad happen ard me.
but this year esp. i have been really emotional and need a breather.
i think i fall ill nowadays bcuz of that bah.
i didnt overwork myself, but i overthink myself.
i shld stop thinking now.
i muz listen to my jie jie.
some things are not WORTH thinking.
really not WORTH.
i shant be affected by wad doesnt happen to me and stop THINKING!
i think i get along well with pple older then me too.
better to tok to, better to communicate.
i wish that my jie jie find a job that suit her and jiayous in finding a BF!!! HAHAHAHAHAX!!!
a guy that love her, and she love the guy too.
i wish that our friendship will last FOREVER...
and no one can affect our friendship.
esp the person... I DUN CARE HIM LE.