24 October 2009
What has happen, one day before my English paper start and what someone has tell me make me think the whole day. Its never like before, we are like a rope that snap, we are not hanging on to each other, we dun tie the knot when we are gg to fall. We dont share a common interest anymore. Not like before, what has happen? but i cant settle it now, i really feel like settling it. I only hope that the person we find can help us solve the problem now. Solve it well and return me what i have lost, the bond between us. Let it be strong again, 10 is better than 1. So i want 10, i dun want 1! hahax.
I feel like having a shoulder to lie on, i am too stress up with too much things that happen around, friendship, exams and alot of stuff which i cant say here. I am so damn stress up, nthing is going right when i want it to be and when things are going wrong, it may lead me to the wrong way too. But i shld stay on path, which i know. Too many things to settle, my mind is filled with information and things that i cant settle myself. I feel very stress up as the days get nearer, but there is one thing that can make me a happy person and live well and solve all my problems.
Things occupy me this year, the year that i have been most stress and confused on what i am doing, things occur, without me knowing, without me getting involved, but i am affected, greatly affected. I really hope that my O levels can pass as soon as possible, i will study hard and solve all the problems i currently have, i will have the strength within me, the courage that is in me, i want to bring back what i have lost and bring things back to normal in my life. Let me do it, i know I CAN!
I need cooperation from people, i know i can do it, but sometimes it may be too late. Nothing is impossible in life, lets solve it tgt, as a team that beat with one hearts and play with one sound. We can go back to before, a few months ago, but all we need is understanding and cooperation. Sorry, if i sound like crapping, and mixing around what i want to say. I think people that is involved will really understand what i mean.
disheartened to see what has happen but what can i do?nothing is more important than u all. the one that is in my lifethe best friends that i have.is still u allno matter what age we are ini dun care, i juz wan u all back as ONE!The One and Only other place doesnt have. i really need support, a support that can help me.
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