17 November 2009
I am so stress, but i dunno how to explain why i am stress, everything around me really gone wrong, although i try to tell pple that everything can be solve de, but i think i cant even think of a way to solve it and i am telling pple that it can be solve, so contradicting!
I dunno what i can do and what i shld do at the moment, it is such an undescriable feeling that i have, eventhough my O levels are over, it just seems that there are still things that i haven settle, is not one thing, but alot of things. sianx...
I hope everything just go the right way for me, i hope that this week can pass faster with all the things that i wan to settle, i am so looking forward to 23rd nov, cuz after that i will be more free le, from now until 23rd nov, i have to go out almost everyday and spending money on things that i wanna do.
Now i feel that having money is important!!! Never have such a feeling before. I feel like having a break, spending a day with my closest group of friends hanging out doing nothing, maybe talking to each other chatting to each other, laughing at each other jokes like nobody business and just dun think about anything that i am thinking now. I want to have a good rest, a good slp most importantly, more than 12 hours of slp if i can do it!! hahax.
Just hope that everything goes right, and i spend my days happily, if not this year really my most happy years and my most saddest year in life le, although i know as i grow, i will face more challenges, but this is a challenge that i have to overcome for the time being. I will do it, i have faith in myself, so i will jiayou!
Money is so IMPORTANT to me now. Who can bring back my laughter?I need a breather, a break from everything. Just one day of break, i will be satisfied. Just One Day.
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