Hahax. Here i come blogging again, i think i will be blogging almost everyday if nothing stop me from using computer everyday, so sianx, now like very free, although i still got one more subject to work hard for, which is F&N! I really hope i can done well, but it seems that i am not putting effort in studying it now too. But now here i am blogging and talking crap.

Nvm larx, i will start tmr, i will REALLY start, cuz i think i really wasted one precious day that i have. Sianx.... I feel that i have alot of things that i want to do and accomplish after my O levels too, but i think all my things are so small, it can be done, but it takes time and maybe trust and help from pple around me, i think i will be real broke soon, with all the chalets, practice and meals that i need to pay for everytime i travel from place to place.

I really hope to earn some income myself so that i can help to earn money and no need to take from my mum. At least i am spending money that i earn and i wouldnt feel guility. I also hope that everything goes well for me after my O, i really feel like doing things out of the box, doing things that i have never done and try something new, maybe a new skills or wad. hmm....

I think i will be really free after CCHYCO concert too, if i really go to a poly, i also have to wait for the time that i get my results and wait or go to work maybe for another 3months before the school start. Thinking of it, really make me damn sian, working is for me to earn money. I think i will madly go drumming within that period of time, whenever i can i will go drumming and practice my zr. As long as things occupy me can le.

Ngai han was talking to me about the concert when we are asking if aud, viny and sha gg to watch anot, then she was saying something that i am thinking too. After the concert, we will not be people from CCHY again. We are the ex-student or alumni. And after the concert our relationship with the school and the CCHYCO will be like another status. Which is so true, i think i will cry that day, not tears of joy, not tears of sadness but tears of memories. That will be a FULL STOP in my secondary life le.

Memories that can never be forgotten, the best year in my life, with unforgettable memory and an accomplishment that i have, i have never been so into anything in my life before, never have cried so many times because things that people have done which touch me and make me sad too. I have not been so happy with my life before, i always thought life was so boring, just studying,making friends, playing, and do all craps stuff sometimes.

Suddenly i am starting to miss schooling, thinking that i got so much free time for me to do things, so i started missing it. Nothing to look forward to after O level, the things i looking forward to is to practice percussion and play it well, but other then that i really have no goals. sianx...

enough crap, end here.