28 December 2009
I got so many feelings, i find that i didnt thank alot of people in detail like ziyue, I was so so SO TOUCHED by Ziyue's post. Its seems that her post is funny at first, cuz she make quite alot of mistakes when she type it, like she wear same size as qimian and wad YIM HOK MAN, then alot of things, but the after I LOVE PERCUSSION! It just struck me time and again, i tried to forget abit, like how we have the time during concert days when we are practicing hard everyday, everyday trying to get the long teng group and gushi group tgt and practice.
It is so difficult to get everyone tgt to really pracitce the song together, cuz we have great and busy seniors, they are studying when we have holidays, but thx for all their help everytime they came down, they came after school, after exam, after camp, after any busy schedule that they have to practice with us, teach us new things and help us along when we need help.
I think this post is especially for Percussion people leh, be it senior or junior of cchyco percussion!!! Like ziyue say, she cant forget both 20th April and 20th December, i cant forget too! From the beginning of the year, from the time i heard SBYG and thinking of changing it from JJL to SBYG, i cant forget until now. When i spent time practising JJL like mad and after that changing to SBYG, i am suppose to play PG until i am playing DTG.
From the time when the seniors came down, from zijian then kingchi, when they are having schools and busy with their own things from the start of the year, every actions that zijian choreograph and start teaching us the action, after teaching us to make sure everyone correct, both cha and gu, we spent time practice it again and again tgt. Listen to it, play so many times until i think we are dreaming also will dream of the tune.
Its just so right, i think join CO is not a matter of playing music, playing music is not important, it is my interest and passion, but i think is the pple u play it with, the time u spend tgt understanding each other, No matter how nice ur music is, there is no teamwork no understanding and connection between each other, having confidence in the pple u are playing with, its not music, it will juz purely your own music that no one understand.
PSPS, let me paste something that ziyue talk about me here, leave it for memory too.
I would like to thank peijun the most, I thank her for believing in me, I thank her for standing beside me during the most difficult times, I thank her for helping me solve a lot of problems, and I thank her for her guidance.
Honestly speaking I would never have thought I would become the SL but peijun chose me and she believed that I can do it.
She taught me everything, and even though sometimes I have thoughts of giving up she still believes in me.
Even though sometimes I slack she still believes in me and scold me and tell me what's the right thing to do.
For the past 2 years, peijun has been a mother-like figure to me, and percussion. :)
She's incredibly nice but she is firm! She won't change her mind so you diedie must listen to her!
She's cute and she's unbelievably enthu which influence me to get high everytime I talk to her LOL.
I love her very much. :D
I've realised that I'm very dependent on her and everytime something went wrong I'll most probably go: "peijun!"
And next year she won't be there for me. ): ): ):
I would have nobody to rely on myself but I believe I can do it. :)
Because I still have dear percussion :D
Now i am so touched, the same feeling of 20th december juz come back. I didnt know that i am firm acty, but maybe i am, diedie must listen to me de! hahax. I am fierce sometimes, to them, maybe most of the times when i see them slacking, but yah, thx ziyue for this post, she will be my best partner for percussion now, i can really cooperate with her well, i hope that i can play gushi with her AGAIN! She is hardworking, i am sorry if i am really firm on the things that i have decided, and i myself is not a good leader too, but i hope that u rmb everything that i have said to u, cuz i am not going to be with u anymore, i believe in you!, so show me that i believe the right person. :D Although its oly like 1 month when we learn gushi, not everyone present everytime, but yah, it really touch me.
Thx to all percussion junior and brevian too, You all make my year, an interesting year and the year that i enjoy the most, since we started practising for SYF, although i maybe fierce and demanding, alawys call u all come down for practice and alot of stuff, but it is all for you own good! :D I always thought that after 20th April, i wun meet u all again and practice together with u all again, then maybe we will never have a chance to drum tgt again, but this concert make us do that once more, and i think it will be the last le, or maybe not, it depends. But it is really difficult to forget, i really love all of you very much! Nothing can compare to me going down to practice and things larx, if u all call me to have a concert again, i will go join in too, no matter how busy i am. But wad pass has already pass, we cant go back to the past, but we can oly look forward to the future, i wan to see great percussionist appearing in cchyco again, make the new batch a nice one and i will be back to see what percussion has become and it wil be my turn to look at u all instead of performing with u all, so jiayous!!
Now the seniors, senior can say one by one, cuz got 3 oly! hahax.
Kingchi: Really thx for coming down instead of ur busy schedule and exam before the concert, it seems like u are the busiest when we are near the concert date, but u are the most enthu senior that i have, ur encouragement at the backstage really give me confidence, u will say my good junior, amazing junior, tapping my head (dun anyhow think) make me laugh and smile when you know i am feeling down, you know what i am thinking, the stress that i have handling with pple around me, i dunwan anyone to be seperated, once say that we have concert and gushi, we have to go on, continue and work hard! Thanks, i will rmb that, the confidence thats in me that i need and the encouraging words that u say to me. Thanks for ur time coming down to teach us things and i learn alot from you too, not in terms of skills, in terms of how to be a good person and a leader.
Next.
Zijian: Thanks again, for the time, although i am quite mad at you at some point of time because you think differently from me, but anw, its over the concert is over and everything is over. Thanks for the action for SBYG, really enjoy playing it although we played alot of times, you also came down every time we need help when you have school and things, although u may sound like you are lazy sometimes, but i know you are not, u are a helpful person instead. All the things we need, the instrus that u help us to borrow and the instrus that u lend us, you find ways and time to help us find it and teach us how to play it well. You seems that u dun care sometimes, like some words that you said, but acty u care and u will try ways to help us in anyway. Always coming to percussion rescue, like the concert day when the 2nd lorry arrive. Bringing so many things to lend us during the concert day although u look like some terrorist when u come and go home. hahax. But yah, thanks for everything that you do, thanks for ur guidance after i become the SL too, be it with instrus or handling of instrus, skills and all soughts of percussion stuff, until now, i appreciate it, and i not scolding senior, i am just saying!! hahax. Thanks for your time too, hope to play gushi again with all of you.
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Qimian: Thanks too, although i didnt get to know you very well, but you are a nice senior, a nice person to talk to, whenever call you to come down and practice, although you are busy, but you will throw something aside and come down to practice with us, whenever i cant settle some of them, u will teach me how to do it and give me suggestion, u see us in need of help, u will come and help us. Thanks for your time too, i always thought that you are a slack senior, u wun even come back to help, but you did! You make me change a perspective of you! Thanks for your time too, i appreciate too!
Lastly i have to thank all the percussion peeps again who make my year a wonderful and meaningful one, if you all realise, we really spend our time tgt with cchyco and percussion for the whole of this year, although its tiring and busy sometimes, but its all worth it!
Thanks!
PEIJUN got lost @ 6:46 PM;